Ceha

Great song

the words quietly sink in to me...such a greaaatt song.

only for indonesian though ;)

NEW JOURNEY

In 2 weeks time I’ll be venture a different road, the road that I’ve long for.
I’m still not sure whether I can excel well in this new path, but this is just something that I can’t let go….I know if I don’t take this opportunity now, I’ll be regretting it for the rest of my life.

I’ve come this far…I’ve finally step in to the path that I’ve dream on all this years.
Weird…instead of jumping around with joys and screaming from the top of my lung, my reaction was quite calm, yes I feel the excitement rushing but I thought for something that I wanted so badly I should feel more than this…WAY MORE THAN THIS.

But above all…..YEAY!!!

Good year ceha….definitely a good year.

at the edge

i can't describe what i feel right now precisely...it all tumbling down ; edgy, discomfort and i guess it all boil down on me.

i need space to relax, breath and reconnect. I need to calm down a bit and force myself to not think about anything, to be able to let everything flows without analysis hassle.

so holiday it is....maybe it can't erase 100% discomfortness but at least give time to recharge.

"Happiness is a perception"

Clumsy me

been a while since my last visit to my blog.....the result i've spent 30 minutes figuring out my my password...i refuse to admit defeat and call for help (which is forgot password button).

damn!!!

Self Centre

Always feels that I knew my self very well, and of course I absolutely aware that I’m a very self centre person with huge ego and lots of attitude ;-) not to mention having tendency to take things for granted which believe me….I try very hard to trim it little by little.

Back then ….I always wonder how come people can put up with me, I mean even me considered my self is a very tough person to deal with, but hey they always there and care when I’m being ignorant. Two thumbs up for all of you.

But my time being away from those who really close to me really teach me a lot of things and I thought since that moment on …I’ve changed , well try to change at least ;-), and I actually feels it.
But the other day I found out ….it’s not enough …still self centre and taking things for granted.

MAAF YA

Airport trick ;-)

I’ve been traveling around recently due to some marketing project that we have…so it’s 4 cities in the span of 1,5 weeks. I have no complaint coz I do love to travel, experiencing and explore new cities, but now I know someone who complains with my absence in Jakarta ;-), not only that I also learn new trick at the airport

Well my last lap is Jakarta – Banjarmasin, my flight to banjarmasin is on the same day with my return flight from yogyakarta…so the hectic day began.
Rush in to Adi Sucipto airport (yogya) at 6.30 am, catching my 7.40 am flight.
I decided not to come home coz I still have my Banjarmasin flight later the night and 4 hour trip airport-home-airport put me off instantly, so I asked my bf to accompany me ‘till 7pm, but dragging 12.2 kg luggage definitely not my idea of spending the day, so when check in on the transfer booth …I asked for left luggage centre which unfortunately they don’t have, but she gave me a brilliant suggestion, a bit tricky but I decided to follow suit.,

So there I was…watching my luggage for so many times finished it round on conveyor belt before I quietly left the baggage claim area on to the arrival hall, then watch nervously again when garuda crew dragging it all around before took it to the lost and found centre.

My bf look at me with a very weird look while asking whether I’m sure with all that I’m doing…which I’m not sure but I’m willing to try and it excite me…that definitely new thing.

And 9 hours later I found that it works brilliantly, lost and found centre has replaced the left luggage centre.

Time -on aspect-

How long does it take to really know someone?…is there any universal time bound which justify the duration?…if you ask me those question, I still don’t know the answer.

Coz I have the same question!, have it since a long long time ago, which in lots of circumstances add to my indecisiveness.
And up till now I still don’t have a single clue regarding the parameter, when soon become too soon, fast become too fast or just right. Plus when its human being we talking about, there’s lots of aspect to be considered.

But when situation presented itself for a very unknowing reason I actually knew that it was just right but my common sense said it’s too fast.

Please ask me again later.

Ps. I wrote that on October 26th, but too lazy to post it on.

the story continue...

I just can’t help it…so I start again, as always curiosity get the full hold of me.
But I thank God; I took the opportunity as everything seems so colorful on that day onward.
This is a novelty to me, and like cerille told me “If you can't stop smiling then that's a pretty darn good sign!”. And I can’t stop smiling indeed.

Anything that’s new usually circled by lots of uncertainty, goes the same with this…I guess after all this time I finally realize there’s so much aspect in life that remain untouched even from me.
Even though up till now I can’t describe what this all about thus put a name to it, albeit Would love to enjoy the ride…let it be exciting and electrifyingly beautiful…Amen.

My guilty pleasure

This past month I’ve been experiencing things that I thought would never come across me again, and it comes much severe then the last time.
Once, I remembered I have my Big Bro on the line, and I just mumbling “hallo” when he replied with laughter then said “it’s been a while since I heard that tone coming from you”.
For a reason that I didn’t quite grasp either, I start to like the sensation
I have those momentarily laugh whenever I received text or email, even replying it bring a smirk to my face, and I do enjoy our conversation.

Got to admit …I had my fun, but on the back of my mind I also know this guilty pleasure is too good to be true, and will be over soon, even before I realized.
And yes!. last Wednesday…. I put an end to it, at least from my side, but will be more than happy if the other party decided to keep it going ;-p.

Escape from routine

Had my share of short holiday (well, I prolonged my business trip and decided to explore Semarang & solo city )

Started in semarang city (1 hour flight from Jakarta), and I took the earliest possible flight which cost me to wake up around 4 AM to go to the airport
After office matter done, back to the hotel around 7 PM and so happy when Adi replied my sms.

He took me for a bite, called Tahu Pong it’s a delicacy from Semarang made of tofu with soy bean sauce as a dipping, then we took a ride to explore semarang at night.
I love Semarang old city (Outstaadt) with its cobblestone road, unique street lamp, the magnificent old building….lovely and even lovelier at night due to the street light.
I took a peak of Tay Kak Sie temple, reminisce the time when I was in HK…I can feel familiarity rushing to me. Catch a splendid Blunduk church and end it in Semarang uptown (very breathtaking view ...seeing the whole city glimmering below you).

top to bottom : Tay Kak Sie temple, the unique Blunduk Church, Semarang Old town)

Solo and Yogya was next on my itinerary, but since I’m so familiar with yogya I’ve decided to explore Solo instead.
Have my lil bro acted as my guide, there I was on his motorcycle, catch a bit of Solo daily life and ritual.
Solo is a much laid back city even if you compare to Yogya & Semarang which also located in Central Java. Almost all the time being out famous by Yogya, now Solo trying to grasp it’s own identity and place among the tourism map.
One thing about Solo, you’ll not gonna be run out of street food adventure…my trip basically is a culinary one and since my guide is university student, his knowledge food relies on the local & street food delicacy.
Thanks God, Solo is heaven for street food, plethora of choices, from local delicacy to international one (such as cheap dimsum on the street)